i guess everything just boils down to one word - JEALOUSY.

nobody really knows how i now feel. nobody. i feel like a child who had committed sinful crimes and punishments are being executed on me right now. i feel like trash - discarded after use. i feel like an idiot - it appeared that i could do nothing to salvage the situation and just sit down there and see everything deteriorate.
谁说时间能够冲淡一切，它只会让你的痛与日俱增
懵懂无知，也是一种幸福
what i really wish for is very simple. i just wanna return to those happy days instead of now when u treated as if i was absent. if you are reading it now and u think it is u. YES. e person i'm referring to is YOU.